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I am worthless

Posted By: Garbage
Date: 1 April 2007, at 8:07 p.m.

When I look at myself in the mirror I want to throw up. I hate the way I look. I hate my personality. I hate who I am. I'm not blaming anyone. I only blame myself. I am afraid God will punish me for thinking this way so I hide it from everyone. But it's true. I really hate myself. I am so pathetically ugly I don't know how anyone can look at me. I avoid mirrors whenever I can. If anyone looks at me my face turns red from embarrasment. I can't look anyone in the eyes. I am miserable and alone because I know nobody can ever love me. I am unlovable. I am nothing. I am worthless. I am garbage.